Pls pray for president Cory Aquino… we will miss her so much…
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At least I’m ok right now… say goodbye to all the sickness that I felt in the past few weeks. Its so nakakadiliryo coz ganun daw talaga ang panahon nowadays… magbibilang ka ng linggo linggo bago ka gumaling. Buti nalang I surpass those trials! I am back to work and business as usual nanaman.
BTW (by the way)… may isang araw na nagising ako na sobrang weird ang naramdaman ko and as usual… I really don’t know kung bakit ba. Hindi naman sa pag-iinarte o pagiging choosy ulit pero I really remember my dream and I should say that it was really unexplainable.
Alam ko na ng mga panahong iyon na si Mommy Cory ay kinuha na ng maykapal and somehow… I was afraid that time na baka yung dream ko eh isang sign na there is something wrong in that person na involve sa super strange na dream (parang si Kris lang!)
Bago magnosebleed ang lahat kung ano ba talaga ito, may I narrate na ok…
It was a science class and I was really not sure if it was a biology or chemistry class when our teacher told us what was difference between monophilic and diaphilic stage… (I don’t know if there is a word na ganun in the dictionary) and I noticed that my bes Maui was one seat apart from me and syempre there was a vacant seat in my side. I had that feeling na si Emphee ang uupo katabi ko but eventually, he was seated in the third column while I was seated in the first column specifically second row. He was wearing a black shirt and his face was really pale… if I only describe his face… alam mo yung parang my leukemia? And I was a bit horrified na there is something wrong with him. I raised my hand in our teacher and said “ang monophilic isa and ang diaphilic dalawa” (nakakatawa ang answer). After that, he hugged me and he was saying something pero di ko maintindihan because my bes is screaming words out loud! As in megashout ang bakla… and of course… it ended up na nagising ang lola mo sa theme song na Encantandia ni Bayang Barrios. Haay kaloka!
I was really worried that morning coz matagal na rin akong walang communication ni Emphee. Maybe there is really something wrong with him and I hope isa lamang iyong guni-guni. I texted Eric and the rest of the barkada na I dreamt something really weird bout Emphee at ang reply ay another kaartehan ko nanaman daw! Anyway… I hope Emphee is ok… I am always praying for that.
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At alam nyo naman na may pagka SNN ang blog ko… ewan ko lang kung bakit sa dami daming paraan na puwede magkaroon ng relasyon, commitment at walang kamatayang issue ng punyetang pag-ibig… bakit kailangan pa na sa bawat magbabarkada merong tinatawag na PLATONIC love! Platonic In a sense of you are deeply in love with your close friend pero hindi puwede “daw” coz ano pa ang silbi ng pagiging barkada na tipong megaclose ang lahat tapos di ka naman mahal nung isa kaya nag-eemote ka todo todo sa ibang barkada mo na quesehodang mahal mo siya chuva ak-ak na walang kamatayang issue simula high skul hanggang nagkatrabaho na kayo lahat lahat!
Ayoko nang magpinpoint ng mga tao tulad nila “destroyer” (codename ng friend ko) na walang kamatayang pag-iinarte tungkol sa isang taong matagal na niyang minahal at hanggang ngayon di pa rin makapagmove-on. Maasim talaga! Natatakot daw siyang iblog ko ang story ng kanyang lovelife baka kasi mabasa ni lianne… (im so sorry!)
Anyway… sana nga lang… past is past at kalimutan na ang dapat kalimutan. May pagkakataon talaga na mahirap makalimutan ang taong mahal mo pero you have to face the reality na kung hindi kayo wag ng ipilit. It takes time to patch things up at hindi madaling gawin yun.
Di ba? Kaya ako… kalimutan na ang dapat kalimutan at kung mananaginip ng mga taong parte na ng nakaraan… iwasang mag-emote kaagad at iboycot ang klase at iwasang mag-isip ng iterenary na manonood ng “a walk to remember” tapos mega cryola ang concept! Judi!
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