Priorities

I was making my post about the recent TN IPR which was happened last two or three weeks ago. And again, my mind wanted me to tell something which is unintentional for me to make(aw?) a choice that i have to make and boggles my mind for the past few months.

Yah! it does not shows that i was a bit problematic and it's not me after all. And the mere fact that I am always happy-go-lucky person, it probably stacked here in my heart... longing for my family and manage my own priorities.

I filed a resignation letter from a previous company... whom I loved for the past few months and honestly, I was not able to give it... (kaw na bahala Pam!) hehe! I will give it tomorrow so that my previous company will give me a COE after all. I just want to clarify that I really love my work. I love the people and the office but Mam Marie, my dearest boss told me that I have to settle my priorities.

Again, one question that boggles me... Would I quit in TN publication? or not? I was doing the lay-out of the paper for the past two days and I realized what Marvin jay Mupal told me last Sunday. "I told mu-resign na ka sa TN?" my heart was bleeding and it ended up staying in the publication with all the burdens and trials that we encountered. I am not sure if I am going to quit... right now... my heart tells me to settle my own priorities.

My plan is, I want to settle my life back in my hometown. my plan is, I want to stay in Dumaguete for two months... (I am longing for the lost cams to be resolved within this year). Before New Year, I want to have a good job... another life for me to move on...

anyway... it's just a plan... it can be changed after all... it does not mean that I will be leaving without fixing everything and put into right place. Wala sa bokabularyo ko ang mang-iwan sa ere! at wala sa isip ko ang mang-iwan nalang basta basta.

Anyway... it's not final... It can be changed...